Wednesday, June 28, 2006

It’s almost painful when you are waiting and what you are waiting for is more then likely going to be bad news. It’s absolutely heart wrenching. So then why do we all do it? I am waiting for an email from Hippie. The dean who coordinated the stipend wanted to talk with her. She emailed him her number yesterday and now is waiting. Waiting waiting waiting.

Does this mean it’s good news? Probably not. It’s not that I am being a pessimist I am just being honest. Which is depressing as all hell if you think about it. And being depressed doesn’t make the job hunt any easier. I cancelled my interview today. Said I had a family emergency. Rescheduled for Monday and so then it might be easier without the black eye then.

Hwy am I bothering to get my hopes up? There is a saying, “Never deprive someone of hope; it may be all they have left.” And yet I just feel like I am clinging to a hope that isn’t there. Wow… when I finished my BA I was under qualified and couldn’t find a job. Now I am over qualified. How funny that it’s the same lame ass reason I can’t find work, sort of. How depressing.

And I miss him. I really do. However, it’s fucked beyond repair now.

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